Deep Breath

It seems that everytime that I get my feet under me, something knocks me over. Its not just one part of life that is doing this to me but a couple of parts. With school, I went through a week phase where I was accomplishing things and doing well, and then I had my cell and molec test and oh no you arent doing so well after all. With, the sorority I had issues, and then things were kind of smoothed over. Well last night they had what I felt was a surprise membership selection and because I hadnt paid dues I had no voice and no vote. Needless to say I was thinking about whether or not the sorority was the right place for me once again. Then I was ushered out of the room and hugged and supported while I just cried my eyes out. I guess I stay for the 35 good people there and help them to help me to deal with the 10 or so bad people. Why oh why do these people care so much about image? Cant we please get back to the reason that this sorority was founded? I hope that with the help of the people who are supporting me now, I can overcome this barrier. Next time my voice will be heard!