Dont Stop Believing

Just saw that on someone's facebook and it seemed appropriate.
Yesterday I saw a piece of flair on facebook that said "Beautifully Broken" and it stirred a lot of thought, who knew? See, I added the piece of flair but then I thought about it, I am not beautifully broken, Im not even broken at all, I am beautifully put together by all the things that have happened in my life. Sure Timmy B. was hard and I felt broken but it was because of him that I now have a huge respect for myself and DONT lay my heart out for everyone to see, ok well I guess I tell pretty much anyone who will listen- except for the actual person that has caught my eye so to speak. Yes, sometimes I feel as if I am just tied together with a smile, but smiling is my favorite and it can make the whole world better.
It doesnt matter where I started, or the things that deterred me or pushed me forward, but what really matters that no matter what, I keep moving forward (no matter how fast or slow) and that I DONT stop believing that things will turn out ok. Sure there will be trying times, sure I will want to give up, sure I will fall flat on my face, but at the same time I ALWAYS have the option of getting back up, and thats all that I have to do. Maybe someday when things get hard I will have someone who loves me that I can lean on for support, but until then, I only have to answer to myself, I only have to take care of myself, and I only have to support myself.

And whoever you are, whoever is reading this, I challenge you to believe in yourself and support yourself. It really is an amazing feeling. :)