Inadequate

The vacation was great. I loved the time that I got to spend with my nieces and nephews, it exceeded all of my expectations. Really, it was wonderful.
Yet, here I am, home, in my own bed, and my life feels almost empty.
I dont get it.
Well, thats only a half lie. I do kind of get it.
I feel inadequate because I am a college graduate living at home. I have a piss poor excuse of a love life. No job prospects and no debt to pay off.
Though the last thing is not a bad thing, it just means I wont have any creditors knocking on my doorstep.
I promise I am thankful for what I have, but I am a bit lost.
Time to make some decisions, time to put myself on the line- in more ways than one. Lets see if I sink or swim!

And yea, I miss him still, but I cant get a read on how he feels, still. Sigh.
Really dude- figure it out, it shouldnt be THAT hard, and let me know, please.