WOW its been a while

Hey everyone, it been a while since i have posted and my life has been very hectic. I did finally get my 5 page paper done and i havent goten my grade back on it yet. Then on the 10 my dad was rshed to the hospital. He had a heart rate of 196. A normal heart rate is only about 86. It wsa very scary and let me tell you i never want to follow an ambulance that is carrying one of my parents ever again. Anyway my dad is ok now, he had an angioplasty and wo stints were put in his heart. That was Tuesday and WEdnesday, then on Thursday i got sick. I had thought it was food poisoning but my mom says it was probably the flu because i had a fever. So then on Friday i went back to school but my chest hurt and i only stayed fir half a day. My moms birthday wa on Saturday and on Sunday i watched my brothers play basketball. They only had 5 players and at one time they had to play with 4 because one of their players got hurt. But they did win by like 30 points. Monday i worked all day. Tuesday the 17 was one of my friends birthday and the start of finals. I didnt have to take any of my finals!! Wednesday there was like 3 inches of snow and we had a snow day. I went shopping with my dad onWed. and we saw Al Snow (he was a wrestler for WWE, he now is a commentater for Ohio Valley Wrestling). Thursday it was like 60 degrees and spring time. Then on Friday my school had a pep rally and i planned the whole thing. I was in charge of the entire thing. That was stressful but really fun. Saturday was another friends birthday and i went prom dress shopping. I didnt buy a dress but i trie like 10 on. But now i have caught you up on everything. Today is Sunday, my brothers are playing again today and im going out with some friends to celebrate the two friends birthdays. But till next time. Jessie

Its Friday!!

Hey everyone. Im so glad that its Friday. The only downside is that i still havent written that paper thats due on Monday. That will be this weekends chore. But anyway, ive had a good week. My friends are all saying how their life is horrible and well mine is great. Yea, i have no boyfriend and yea, one of my friends is going back to Canada where he goes to school and yea, ive had to get up at 5:30 every morning to go to school but i dont think i could be much happier if i had won the lottery. Ive decided that im happy that i am who i am and that i wouldnt change anything. And those who want to change me, well, they cant. Oh, did i tell you all that i got a 27 on my ACT? I was extremely excited. Still am, thats been part of my great week. Plus i got to spend some time with Nathan, which i havent done in over a year so thats good to. Then theres the choices that i make. I know that ive talked about choices before but i know that the choices that you make affect everyone around you. I found out that three of my friends are gay and though i dont have anything againast gay people, well it was kind of a shock to have it confirmed. I am proud of the choices that i have made and i dont regret any of them. There is one guy that i love. He was my first love so i will always love him but, i think that they way i handled loving him wasnt great. But you know what? It was a learning experience.
You may not know that much about me but the guy that im talking about is Tim. I love Tim, i always will but i understand that we are not made to be together. I have now decided that he is a person that i would love to have as a friend, if only i could get a hold of him to talk to him. Sometimes Tim was a complete jerk to me and well i just looked the other way. This will happen no more. I know what i do when im in love with someone so hopefully i wont be as bad next time. Yes, i know Love is a strong word and i dont usually say it unless i mean it and i really didnt think that i loved Tim. It was one day when i was talking to my friend Sarah that i realized that i loved him. And its only because she said it. We were talking about how much i was head over heels for him and i said well i dont know why im so worked up over him. Then she made it clear to me. She said "because you love him". She was right. But though i will never be over Tim i now know that i can be ok with just being friends with him. Anyway, a shortened version of pert one of my love history. Lucky you. Till next time.
Jessie (Snoopy)

The One who...

The one who is always there
the one who keeps me laughing
the one who shares my initials
the one who knows my deepest thoughts
he is always egging me on
despite inner doubts
ive never really met him
but we share so much
hes the one who helps me get through my hard days
he knows im always there for him
no matter what
he lives a few states away
and i met him in a chat room
we have so much in common
are we soulmates?
we may never know
but one thing i do know
is his name is Joe

This was written for a friend that i truly met in a chatroom. Hes a great guy and he slways assures me that whatever im doing is the right thing to do, even when i have my biggest doubts. Thanks to everyone who reads this. Especially to Joe.
Later
Jessie (Snoopy)

And the break must end

Today was the last day of my Christmas break. No more staying up late just to do nothing. So i may not be writing as often because i wont have as much free time. Tuesday i have to go to school then to work and then to puppy training and then after that i get to do my homework . Then on Wednesday i have to go to school and then i have to take a make up test because i was ick on the last day of school and missed an important test. Then on Thursday and Friday i just have to go to school, so i guess that those days wont be as bad. I shouldnt be complaining so im not this is just informing people what is happening in my life. Well i dont have much to say so i will keep tonights post short and sweet. Till next time everyone.
Love,
Jessie (Snoopy)

Happy New Year

Hey everyone. Not much to report on my end. I didnt even go to or have a party last night. Anyway I hope everyone had a safe night last night. I heard song that i really like recently. Its called "Shoes" by Shania Twain. In case you didnt know Shania is my favorite artist. But this song, "Shoes" compares men to shoes and it makes you smile so if you are having a bad day and you need something to cheer you up listen to Shoes. Its on the Desperate Housewives soundtrack. Oh by the way i saw 'Rumor Has It' today and it was pretty good. So today I was thinking about a New Years resolution and i found myself thinking of what i already had and what i was thankful for. Heres a list of what im thankful for and what i already have.

• My family
• My friends
• my pets
• the people who inspire my poetry
• my job
• my choices

Its a short list but it includes most of my life. What i mean about my choices is that im not really religious but yet i have made good choices in my life. A bunch of people report on how religious people make better choices than those who are nonreligious and well, that isnt always true. I know some religious people who have made bad choices in their lives. Yes, i know that it isnt always true that nonreligious people will make good choices in their lives. You cant always know what a teenager will do based on how religious they are. Anyway my point is that those who make good choices arent always religious. Sometimes the nonreligious people make just as good or better choices than the religious people. I have had many chances to make bad choices yet i havent and im really glad that i havent. My pride so far is that i have made so many good choices. So that is my rambling for the day! Till next time

Jessie (Snoopy)