This snow is beautiful.
I love it, mostly, but I am starting to worry about my drive back to Lexington Sunday. But, like most of the things that I worry SO much about, there is nothing that I can do about it.
Thus, I turn my attention to other things.
It seems that my life lately is full of baby steps, whether its outside so that I dont fall down or emotionally so I dont build things up- knowing that I will ALWAYS overthink whatever happens, but I can acknowledge it and hopefully use it to my advantage.
My quote of the day is "You gotta take baby steps, otherwise you might slip and fall" And yes it pertains to this weather that we are experiencing but more than that its life, sometimes going through things full speed ahead is not the best idea, sometimes we need to take those baby steps so that we dont get too eager... I know I especially have to keep myself from getting too eager.
I sometimes feel like a middle schooler in the body of an adult, and I dont know how to get around that other than to recognize it, and step back, take a deep breath and start again- hopefully with a little bit less excitement.
How I live my life is through words. I write poems and this will let me share them, as well as other big events in my life, and things that I just need to get out. So here goes.....
Friday, January 08, 2010
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Pocketful of Sunshine
Natasha Bedingfield
I've been watching a lot of chick flicks lately and the bottom line is that one has to be really comfortable with themself before someone else can appreciate them.
And that isnt something that I learned from the chick flicks. It comes from other things like books and life and just observing things.
Though I feel fairly comfortable with myself, I need to learn to not care SO much what others think, because deep-down I am a people pleaser.
And though its not necessarily needed, I dont think a list of random facts about me can hurt anything.
Here goes nothing.
1. I love basketball... seriously, and I think that sometimes it throws guys off, because girls arent supposed to like basketball as much as I do, but I do, and I will not apoligize for it!
2. I love animals. Dogs belong inside, on beds and with their people. Sorry- its one of those things I refuse to budge on.
3. I have a somewhat obsessive personality, but generally I am not too creepy about it. I just yearn for random facts about people or random things and so I ask, I google, things like that.
4. I have many personality traits that only show themselves around the type of people they compliment. For example, I can be very much of a country girl- but people at Transy dont necessarily know that.
5. I have a passion for pajama pants... when in doubt I buy some pajama pants!
More to come, but I am currently being thoroughly distracted by P.S. I Love You
I've been watching a lot of chick flicks lately and the bottom line is that one has to be really comfortable with themself before someone else can appreciate them.
And that isnt something that I learned from the chick flicks. It comes from other things like books and life and just observing things.
Though I feel fairly comfortable with myself, I need to learn to not care SO much what others think, because deep-down I am a people pleaser.
And though its not necessarily needed, I dont think a list of random facts about me can hurt anything.
Here goes nothing.
1. I love basketball... seriously, and I think that sometimes it throws guys off, because girls arent supposed to like basketball as much as I do, but I do, and I will not apoligize for it!
2. I love animals. Dogs belong inside, on beds and with their people. Sorry- its one of those things I refuse to budge on.
3. I have a somewhat obsessive personality, but generally I am not too creepy about it. I just yearn for random facts about people or random things and so I ask, I google, things like that.
4. I have many personality traits that only show themselves around the type of people they compliment. For example, I can be very much of a country girl- but people at Transy dont necessarily know that.
5. I have a passion for pajama pants... when in doubt I buy some pajama pants!
More to come, but I am currently being thoroughly distracted by P.S. I Love You
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