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I spent some time with a friend today, just talking. She's someone I've known for years and while we werent close as kids we've gotten closer as we've gotten older.
Today we were talking guys. We both have problems. I have limited experience but she doesnt have any experience and so we lament together.
Today, my (new) guy was the subject. I've consciously not tried to talk to him since Wednesday because I was hoping he would send something to me, but on the other hand I dont want to leave him hanging and feeling like I dont want to talk to him. But then again I want him to want to talk to be because I freakin wanna talk to him! Ugh.
So what do I do?
I ask all my friends. But they all think I'm cute and sort of write me off. But there's no right answer, right? We are all different and we all have different experiences. We can look at someone's experiences and learn from them but that doesnt mean we will have similar experiences!
So then I ask myself what I want to do. I WANT to talk to him. But I want him to ask me for my number- apparently Im a little old fashioned. I want to hang out with him and see if we have any face-to-face chemistry. There are a lot of things that I want. But I told myself I wouldnt harass him over the weekend and if he wanted to talk to me he could, so I wont do anything til tomorrow, and hopefully tomorrow I will get to talk to him. And there are so many things I want to talk to him about that I dont know if he will get any work done! haha.
 And thats the other thing, I know when hes at work and will talk to me but what about when hes not at work- does he ever think about talking to me? I know, I know, Im over thinking it, but thats who I am. :)
So now, 2 quotes that I have running on a loop in my head are:


Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind



We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love.

Therefore, Im working on saying what I feel and finding my mutual weird person! :)