Well most of you know that I like Nathan, and now he knows. That right, I finally got the balls to tell him that I like him. I was regected as usual but I am truly happy about it in a weird way. I don't know how t oexplain it but its a realief to know where we stand on the issue. i hope someday Nathan reads this and understands that even though I may be sad I have not been totally broken. I am a strong person and I am glad for what I did. I truly hope he doesn't totally ignore me now that he knows. Another thing that he should know if he is reading this is that I am content in a weird way. I don't know how to explain it but I think that this issue has already helped me be a better person because now I know that even when I am shot down i don't have to be totally battered. I am a happy person and Nathan if you are reading this I want you to know that I am happy to be your friend and only your friend. Please don't think that this is phony. I am truly high on a broken heart, I am happy for the life and friends that I have and thank you Nathan for NOT liking me, in that way. Anyway thats enough for now. Til next time I am High on a Broken Heart and proud of it!!
Jessie
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