Memorial Day

So as you all probably know today is Memporial Day. Its sad that more people don't really celebrate it. Its not the most important but I think that we should do something more for those that we are supposed to be remembering. Most of us just like this holiday because it shows the start of summer and if your still in school this late, which I am, you get out for the day. Well thats my thoughts on Memorial Day.
And here is my life update. For a while I was emailing a friend with my life update and well thats pretty sad, so I have decided to share my life with everyone and anyone who wants to read it. So here goes.
I am finishing my junior year of high school and naturally looking at college things. I visited Murray State earlier this year and I REALLY liked it. I think that is my first choice of college and it has everything that I am even remotely intersted in. So thats how I stand on college. Murray allows you to apply right after your Junior year, so as soon as they send me the application thats what I'm going to do.
Other news. I have a lot of friends but theres one thing that I'm missing. A really good friend. See theres things that I cant really tell my friends at school and most people have a really good friend. I thought that I found that but it turns out that I didnt. There is one person that is really close to eing that person and I really hope that we stay close.
Then theres the whole boyfriend thing. I feel that if I have a boyfriend that hes important but my friends are just as important. I know that theres the strong possibility that a boyfriend wont last for life, at least not at this point in time. So when I had a boyfriend I would make time for my friends too and other people just dont get that. They feel as if their friends should either accept that they have a boyfriend or they shouldnt be as good friends. There is a flaw in this way of thinking. What if you and the guy break up, you've alienated your friends because you dont spend time with them, granted some friends will come to your rescue, but people should know that I'm not one of those friends. I dont want to be wanted only when my friends are single. I am a loyal friend and I understand spending time with your boyfriend but you can also spend time with me, without your boyfriend.
I guess thats all I'm going to say today, for now. Til next time........
Jessie