They said "I do"

A friend got married yesterday.
That whole thing called a wedding seems to be happening to a lot of my friends lately- I suppose thats what happens when you are in your twenties.
And with each wedding I go to, I ponder my own future wedding, assuming that I actually get to have a wedding.
If I am with my parents at a wedding we often end up discussing the size of the guest list, and this is what we know, my wedding is either going to be huge or nope, theres no or, its going to be a big one. And I dont even know who the groom is going to be yet. Hah. Poor guy!
I love the idea of weddings but Im kind of actually a bad wedding guest, I am no good at participating in the festivities, other than going to the wedding and eating the cake!
Anyway. I am not one to dream about my possible future wedding all the time, but there are moments in my life when I think about it, almost obsessively.
I know my colors and the type of venue that I want. But theres one thing that I find a little funny: with each guy that I like, like really like, I come up with a different wedding date. I know, thats a little strange, but at the same time its kind of hilarious.
I hope that I do get to have my wedding someday, but not just a wedding, but a marriage with a person who who will be my partner and companion.
Maybe, if I am lucky, I will get to share the special day with my Payton- yes, I am planning for my dog to be a part of my wedding. :)