Monday, May 22, 2006

So Damn Tired

I'm so damn tired of the way that life seems to throw you down once you have picked yourself up from the last fall. It seems as if as soon as you get on your feet your falling again. I love being who I am. I feel as if I live a pretty good life and even though I would love to have a guy, I know that I will be okay without one. So for the fun of it heres a poem, if I can think of something....

Next
What happens next
i feel as if everything has collapsed
life has thrown a couple of weird twists
but so far i have come through them
hopefully i can learn from these
i know that for now i'll be ok
you may shoot me down
you might scare me
but i will be ok
whether it is today or 5 years away
i will learn from this
i will be ok
i know that i don't need you
or any guy for that matter
still it would be nice if someone liked me
like that
oh, its not today
and maybe it wont be tomorrow
but whenever it comes i will be ready
but for now im letting go
of the past ones that i have liked
im moving on
to what the future might hold
so until i find the one
im letting go of the wrongs

Ok do that isn't my best work, but there are some weird things that I am trying to work out and they are kind of clouding my other thoughts. If this poem scares you because you think that it might be about you, I'm sorry, but DEAL WITH IT. So that's it for now, til next time......

Jessie

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Life will always seem to do that to you. Trust me, I know. No matter how good things are, something always brings you down. What makes a person strong and noble, is how well they rebound and take lifes lumps. Getting down, depressed, angry or okay for awhile but getting up and ready for the next round will help you enjoy the next high life gives you even more. I can tell you are a strong inner person with a big heart, you are going to be a wonderful asset to this world. In fact you already are. Hang in there and enjoy the life that is ahead of you.