Today

So today wasn't the greatest day. I had to give a fifteen minute presentation in front of the entire class and it was really good. I wasn't nervous at all which is very unusual for me. Usually I'm shaking really badly when I have to give a talk. Then I got invited to an awards ceremony. It was really cool. Then I had to work which was blak but when I came home my day got worse. I heard from Nathan and I'm not able to pick him up, that made me sad. But then I thought that maybe I was overbearing. But I got mad at him and also sad. I felt as if he was pushing me away and it really makes me sad. I know that he prolly wasn't pushing me away but after something bad happens I tend to give up and not fight for what I want. I guess I just need to keep asking. Maybe eventually he will tell me what he wants from me. Just friends, which is always a heartbreaker, or more than that which would make me estatic. Anyway thats my thoughts on the day.
Jessie