I know its been almost a week since I last wrote and the funny thing is that I was writing daily about just whatever silly things were happening, but in the last week more important things, or more influential things have happened and I havent written. That doesnt seem right so I am gonna give an overview without getting into all the gritty details, because I would just get upset all over again.
Rush- My best friend rushed and she didnt make it past the second night and it wasnt because of her GPA or because of the scores she was given that first night but rather because some girls that are high up in the sorority black listed her. Needless to say I was VERY upset all weekend, and I mostly kept it to myself because I know how anti-sorority my mom is and I didnt feel it would be beneficial to talk to her because she would just be pissed, so I did the things to support the sorority, but I didnt do it wholeheartedly, mostly I did it while crying, though not necessarily in public. I put on a brave face for the sorority, and did as little as possible to get through the weekend. I am feeling better now that I have other things to occupy my time, but my friend wants me to fight for her, so I will. And I will start that fight towards the end of this week/beginning of next week. I feel as if for once I am not going with the flow, I am not ok with where the sorority is going, so I am going to do what I can to change it.
On a happier sorority note, some of my other friends that rushed are now Phi Mu's and I am SO happy for them!
Monday my neice was admitted to the hospital because she had been vomiting and unable to hold anything down since Friday. I yearn to be in Louisville with my family, to see my family and animals. It looks as though my neice will be released from the hospital tomorrow and it was and E. Coli infection. So, I dont plan on going home this weekend as much as I yearn to. This is to test myself more than anything, I know that I am growing up and I feel that I need to overcome times where I have had a hard week and I need to just recenter myself on my own. Therefore, though I yearn to go home this weekend I am going to stay, study hard and play some and finish out my last week before fall break with a BANG! I have 2 tests next week and so I would love to go home feeling good about my grades.
Alright, so theres an update on my past week, hopefully I'll get good at posting almost daily again and I am headed to bed, goodnight!
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