Goods and bads... ups and downs.

I suck at writing when I am confused. I also suck at writing when when I am happy.
I realized that I write when I am frustrated, when I am hurt and when I have something exciting that has happened.
You dont get to see much of the everyday me.
Im guessing thats because I dont necessarily need an outlet when life is going fine.
I also have a hard time writing when I cant sort things out.
And I suppose for the past week I have had a combination of all of those.
Le sigh.
Mostly though, I just feel empty.
I'm a college graduate, I have a degree and yet I have no job.
I can't even seem to find a freakin part time job.
I am living with my parents- and while its nice and all that jazz, I am 22 years old. I shouldnt have to depend on my parents anymore.
And I have a tiny social life. I miss my TU people, because though I didnt go out often- I had the opportunity to! Now, going out is a huge ordeal and pretty much just not worth it.

SO, here is my call to the universe.
Dear Universe,
I would greatly appreciate a job, which I enjoy that will also help me towards my CPA license, a job where others appreciate my work as much as I enjoy it. It would be nice if this job also paid me decently- although a internship or volunteer position is fine-for now.Give me challenges that I can overcome and help others later in life. Yea, I think thats all I would like to ask for right now.
Thanks for the consideration,
Love Jessie