Time to start the healing

So I dont know about all the other girls around, but I've seen the quote "No boy is worth your tears and the one that is wont make you cry" and its now hitting home. That boy that I was writing about yesterday, I've never actually cried over him. Everything that has happened throughout our friendship/courtship I've always been very "go with the flow" and it worked. Sure my feelings are hurt, yes, I really like him, but if its meant to be it will. I honestly think that IF it had happened this summer it would have been hard, and maybe thats just not whats meant for us now. Maybe we will just always be friends- because I do believe that we are friends, even if I have to take a break from talking to him for now. Or maybe just maybe some day we could be something more- but you know it doesnt matter, I have been able to open up- maybe not so much on the outside but I definitely know what I want and what I WONT settle for. And even if sometimes frustrating he was always a good friend, talking me through things, and yes there were times where I didnt hear what I wanted to hear (or anything for that matter) but he treated me well, overall. So no, we werent meant to have a romantic relationship at this point, but we have a friendship that I think can survive the rocks- even if they are rocks that we both throw in the way. And that might sound that Im trying to hold on to something, but Im really not. Im just in a happy place- realizing that I am me, and that if people want to be in my life, then they can, and I dont need a man in my life- in fact I may be too independant for one! ha. But I can do the things that I enjoy and thats all that matters right now. :)

To fellow strong girls, or even women who are struggling, the bottom line is that you have to believe in yourself, because honestly you are the only one that you have to live with, everyone else is just optional. So make yourself happy, do the things that YOU want to do, and dont settle for something that YOU dont want. YOU deserve the best, and so do I. And sometimes the BEST is to be single, surrounded by friends and family and holding out- because you want a King, not the Jack of Hearts! :) Good luck to us all!