Libra

Yes, as in the astrological sign.
Its my weakness.
Seriously, the one boyfriend that I have had was a Libra- born on Sept 28- yep thats today.
J is a libra... Oct 7.
And S is a libra- Sept 28... yep, I have liked 2 guys with the same birthday- its kinda weird actually.
On the flip side- I attract Cancers... interesting, no?

Anyway, let me wish happy birthday to both S and M... haha S & M- but not that, just 2 people. Sorry, sidetracked.
OH, and if I seem a little out of it, its because I have this awful cold and apparently I've been having quite a few brain malfunctions. lol.
Back to S and M the people.
It strikes me as funny that they have the same birthday, the are also 6'4''... but thats more of a universal quality in every guy that I have seriously liked.
M- well he was needy. A nice guy, but just too needy for my tastes. And I wasnt ever really willing to compromise with him for anything. He was a nice guy, and I am ashamed to say it I used him a bit- however.. he was totally aware of the situation and I never did anything behind his back, nor did I ever do anything too serious. That just sounds horrible. But he's happily in a relationship with some country girl and they have been together for almost 2 years now. Yay for him!

S- well, you've read about S, more in the past few weeks than ever before- well sort of, but hes just been a focus of mine lately. It will probably change, it usually does- but then it pretty much always comes back to him. I need to find a way to spend some time with him. This whole living so far apart is a terrible situation- although at least hes now in the states, and has access to a phone and such, whereas before it was the SUPER infrequent facebook chat, email, etc.
Cheese alert-
I remember telling my roommate freshman year. "You know how people tell you to find that one you cant live without? Well, I dont think it should go like that, because I can live without S, I just dont want to."
And thats the best I've ever been able to really articulate my feelings for him. Because he isnt a major player in my life- at least not now. He's not someone that I cant live without, because I do, thus far. But he is a person that I never want to be strangers with again.

I've never said such powerful words about any other guy that I have ever known. And to me, that tells more of a story than I ever could.

Keeping it relatively short tonight because I am sick as a dog, and I have to work tomorrow- oh great.
Goodnight loves, and dont forget, find that person that you dont want to live without- then tell them so... (something I've yet to do with my person)